After working for several months,
as well as checking and marking all the pupils' papers,
and getting stressed due to their achievement,
holidays have appeared!
And I seriously need one.
Need one to release all the tensions,
to drain away all the negative energy,
and to fill myself up with positive energy..
Holidays are also giving me opportunity to work,
working on how to help my kids to improve,
working on how to improve myself better,
working on how to ensure that I can contribute to the school,
and working on how to teach even better.
And of course,
vacation seems to be happening a lot this year!
Gonna be heading to Sibu to meet up with my best friend,
before setting out to KL for another important event of my life.
The event that will gather up all my old classmates,
and reminsicing all the memories we had last time..
And then, its gonna be the end of holidays,
and working again...
Damn, why does sweet stuffs always end fast?
Anyways, thank you to the 15 readers who read on my 550th post!
It made me felt like there are people who wanting to know little facts bout me after all,
Will be posting another one when I reach the 600th post..
Till then, will keep everyone updated!
Happy holidays beautiful and handsome people!
Jenny~
Celebrating my 550th post with some facts about me.
I just remembered that I owe a friend of mine on one thing that she tagged me in wechat..
And I promised to do it in one of the social medias, if im not mistaken,
and here we go.
20 facts of me.
1. I studied in an all girls school and then proceeded to a mission school for my secondary level education. And because of that, I can't read or write in Chinese..
2. I do not know how to talk to a Chinese guy.. I guess its due to my high affective filter since my spoken language is not really strong yet. And because of that, I always wait for them to make the first move (in which none of them really did it. #likeicare #sojualmahal)
3. I don't have a lot of friends.. Back in primary school, I only have a few really close ones and others treated me like an object to compete. Secondary school life was even worse. Backstabbing was a norm and eventually, I met a few good friends. Campus life is better. #Imissmycampusfriendsalot
4. I had a lot of ambitions since I was little. From wanting to be a television host to a nun and then eventually wanted to be a teacher.. And I realised my dream today.
5. The main reason I wanted to be a teacher because of the gifts that I always see my teachers receive. And thus, I wanted to receive gifts too and, this strengthened my ambition (hahahahhaa....)
6. I love attention. I love people paying attention to me especially when I am at my best appearance and doing what I know the best. I love the stage and spotlights, and most importantly, the applause and praises that I receive after that.
7. Did I mention I love to plan things? I love to work backstage and create things on stage. And I love to appear at the end of it and receive the applauses and praises.. (And I wish to continue doing it at school.. hehe)
8. I love music.. I love songs that are acoustic or has piano accompaniments. I love downloading drama osts especially the instrumental ones because it somehow helped me to imagine and thus, sparking ideas in my head.
9. I wish that I could lead a choir or create a theater show one day!
10. I am extremely picky in food and I prefer one taste instead of mixed tastes.. And I really checked on any new food exposed to me since I have bad unknown allergies..
11. I love people especially those who could inspire me to be a better person or those who are saints in life..
12. I hate annoying people, show-off types, fake people and loves to take advantages on people's kindness. Did I mention that I hate people that doesnt act the way they talk? So yeah, if u identify urself with these characteristics, please dont talk to me. =)
13. I had my first relationship back in campus and it didnt ended well. And it somehow traumatise me and most importantly, it made me really really careful in selecting guys to be my friends. Coz everything starts from friendship.
14. I get bored super easily. If its on work, I would stop doing it and procrastinate.. If its on friendship, I would stop contacting the person and eventually removed their numbers from my phone.
15. I love to laugh. And because of that, I love to hang out with people that makes me laugh and smile. They just bring happiness into my life. But there is an exception. I dislike nonsensical jokes. It just makes me go uuuuhhhhhh... and there you go, you blew up ur chance.. =D
16. I am unpredictable. I can tell you I want this now, and then change my mind.
17. I have anxiety. I get anxiety attacks especially when I am super scared or worried especially when its about my health or the people I love..
18. I only share my food with those I love. So, if I start to share my food or even pay for your food, please know that you have entered my family list.. hahaha...
19. I wear clothes according to my mood. And I dont go out with guys.. Unless you are one of my family members or my boyfriend or I trust you. If not, please dont think of asking me out.. I can give you a million reasons not going out..
20. Last but not least, I hate to be in the second place. I have been in the second place in my family, and I dont want to be in the second place in relationship.. So future boyfriend or husband, take note. If you want me, you gotta make me feel like I am in the first place by paying attention to me and appreciate me..
P.S To my bestie aka ah ma kong, if you are reading this, please print it out and hand it to any potential candidates ya.. hahahahahaha.....
Signing off my 550th post with 20 facts of me.. Will be posting more facts of me in my 600th post hopefully.. Till then, stay updated with me.. =)
Jenny~
I just remembered that I owe a friend of mine on one thing that she tagged me in wechat..
And I promised to do it in one of the social medias, if im not mistaken,
and here we go.
20 facts of me.
2. I do not know how to talk to a Chinese guy.. I guess its due to my high affective filter since my spoken language is not really strong yet. And because of that, I always wait for them to make the first move (in which none of them really did it. #likeicare #sojualmahal)
3. I don't have a lot of friends.. Back in primary school, I only have a few really close ones and others treated me like an object to compete. Secondary school life was even worse. Backstabbing was a norm and eventually, I met a few good friends. Campus life is better. #Imissmycampusfriendsalot
4. I had a lot of ambitions since I was little. From wanting to be a television host to a nun and then eventually wanted to be a teacher.. And I realised my dream today.
5. The main reason I wanted to be a teacher because of the gifts that I always see my teachers receive. And thus, I wanted to receive gifts too and, this strengthened my ambition (hahahahhaa....)
6. I love attention. I love people paying attention to me especially when I am at my best appearance and doing what I know the best. I love the stage and spotlights, and most importantly, the applause and praises that I receive after that.
7. Did I mention I love to plan things? I love to work backstage and create things on stage. And I love to appear at the end of it and receive the applauses and praises.. (And I wish to continue doing it at school.. hehe)
8. I love music.. I love songs that are acoustic or has piano accompaniments. I love downloading drama osts especially the instrumental ones because it somehow helped me to imagine and thus, sparking ideas in my head.
9. I wish that I could lead a choir or create a theater show one day!
10. I am extremely picky in food and I prefer one taste instead of mixed tastes.. And I really checked on any new food exposed to me since I have bad unknown allergies..
11. I love people especially those who could inspire me to be a better person or those who are saints in life..
12. I hate annoying people, show-off types, fake people and loves to take advantages on people's kindness. Did I mention that I hate people that doesnt act the way they talk? So yeah, if u identify urself with these characteristics, please dont talk to me. =)
13. I had my first relationship back in campus and it didnt ended well. And it somehow traumatise me and most importantly, it made me really really careful in selecting guys to be my friends. Coz everything starts from friendship.
14. I get bored super easily. If its on work, I would stop doing it and procrastinate.. If its on friendship, I would stop contacting the person and eventually removed their numbers from my phone.
15. I love to laugh. And because of that, I love to hang out with people that makes me laugh and smile. They just bring happiness into my life. But there is an exception. I dislike nonsensical jokes. It just makes me go uuuuhhhhhh... and there you go, you blew up ur chance.. =D
16. I am unpredictable. I can tell you I want this now, and then change my mind.
17. I have anxiety. I get anxiety attacks especially when I am super scared or worried especially when its about my health or the people I love..
18. I only share my food with those I love. So, if I start to share my food or even pay for your food, please know that you have entered my family list.. hahaha...
19. I wear clothes according to my mood. And I dont go out with guys.. Unless you are one of my family members or my boyfriend or I trust you. If not, please dont think of asking me out.. I can give you a million reasons not going out..
20. Last but not least, I hate to be in the second place. I have been in the second place in my family, and I dont want to be in the second place in relationship.. So future boyfriend or husband, take note. If you want me, you gotta make me feel like I am in the first place by paying attention to me and appreciate me..
P.S To my bestie aka ah ma kong, if you are reading this, please print it out and hand it to any potential candidates ya.. hahahahahaha.....
Signing off my 550th post with 20 facts of me.. Will be posting more facts of me in my 600th post hopefully.. Till then, stay updated with me.. =)
Jenny~
Since I am updating, let's update more!
Finally compiled a whole wishlist for the things I wanna do before I turned 30!
So let's see how much I can achieve and by the age of 30, I will come up with another new set of wishlist,
and most importantly, update on whether I achieved all these,
or major changes have happened!
Here we go.
1. Get a car (checked!)
2. Join a dance or aerobic classes!
3. Join more church activities especially when it involves young working adults.
4. Try out spa (I've been massage centre but not spa!)
5. Attend Chinese language classes (not able to read and write in Chinese! Urgh!)
6. Participating more competitions with the kids especially in English!
7. Set a good record in academic achievements especially in English.
8. Find opportunities to apply for scholarships for Masters!
9. Eat all the good food in Miri! (hahahahahaha....)
10. Last but not least, love.
So, let's put all this into challenge, and we'll see how much I achieve, how much I didnt achieve, and how much changes will happen to this wishlist! #letsdothis
Finally compiled a whole wishlist for the things I wanna do before I turned 30!
So let's see how much I can achieve and by the age of 30, I will come up with another new set of wishlist,
and most importantly, update on whether I achieved all these,
or major changes have happened!
Here we go.
1. Get a car (checked!)
2. Join a dance or aerobic classes!
3. Join more church activities especially when it involves young working adults.
4. Try out spa (I've been massage centre but not spa!)
5. Attend Chinese language classes (not able to read and write in Chinese! Urgh!)
6. Participating more competitions with the kids especially in English!
7. Set a good record in academic achievements especially in English.
8. Find opportunities to apply for scholarships for Masters!
9. Eat all the good food in Miri! (hahahahahaha....)
10. Last but not least, love.
So, let's put all this into challenge, and we'll see how much I achieve, how much I didnt achieve, and how much changes will happen to this wishlist! #letsdothis
Who knew i would really realised my childhood dream to be a teacher?
Thankful to God for the opportunity He has given me,
Thankful to my primary school teachers who inspired me to be an English teacher just like them,
Thankful to my secondary school teachers who strengthened and motivated me by showing me the path to be a teacher,
Thankful to my lecturers who never gave up on me for 5 and a half years in educating me and making me into a teacher right now,
Thankful to my friends esp my bestie for the endless revision and passed each exam with good grades,
Who knew that all the wishes I wished for when I was just a little girl would come true?
But wishes that came true isnt as easy as I imagined when I was a kid.
To earn something, comes along hard works and endless determination.
And somehow this turn me into a workaholic of some sort..
I got frustrated when the kids dont achieve what I expected,
not to them, but to myself.
And eventually made myself in a bad mood.
But like what a friend told me,
U can only spend 25 hrs feeling sad, and then get up, and start all over again.
And as a teacher who doesnt take her salary for nothing,
I am determined.
Determined to create a record,
Determined to improve myself for them,
and determined to give all out as much as I can to help them.
And all this is because of one thing,
because I am a teacher.
Jenny~
Thankful to God for the opportunity He has given me,
Thankful to my primary school teachers who inspired me to be an English teacher just like them,
Thankful to my secondary school teachers who strengthened and motivated me by showing me the path to be a teacher,
Thankful to my lecturers who never gave up on me for 5 and a half years in educating me and making me into a teacher right now,
Thankful to my friends esp my bestie for the endless revision and passed each exam with good grades,
Who knew that all the wishes I wished for when I was just a little girl would come true?
But wishes that came true isnt as easy as I imagined when I was a kid.
To earn something, comes along hard works and endless determination.
And somehow this turn me into a workaholic of some sort..
I got frustrated when the kids dont achieve what I expected,
not to them, but to myself.
And eventually made myself in a bad mood.
But like what a friend told me,
U can only spend 25 hrs feeling sad, and then get up, and start all over again.
And as a teacher who doesnt take her salary for nothing,
I am determined.
Determined to create a record,
Determined to improve myself for them,
and determined to give all out as much as I can to help them.
And all this is because of one thing,
because I am a teacher.
Jenny~
At one point of the year, I tend to look back all my blog posts.
Starting from 2010 which I began my very first post,
until now 2015.
this blog grew up with me in many ways.
From my writing styles to the stuffs that I shared in my blog.
To the happiest day of my life to the worst day in my life.
Everything was in this blog.
Everything.
Even those I have permanently erased from my mind.
It still exists in this blog.
Not deleting it means testing myself,
Am I still gonna reminisce all those moments?
Do I still remember everything?
And I tested myself just now,
to open back and read through each and every post that I wrote.
From the childish temporary happiness into the permanent maturing pain.
And I realised one thing.
I grew up a lot from the pain.
From how I always shared happy stuffs in my blog, into sharing even more sad and emo stuffs in the blog.
And how it slowly revolved into sharing only updates and serious stuffs.
And I asked myself,
where did the old me go?
where did that girl whose always cheerful, having the positive imagination that everything will turn out well goes?
where did that girl who believe in love so much go?
and where did that girl who said she will wait go?
All that is left right now is a lady whose cheerful outside, inside feeling cold.
having positive thinking n less imagination.
a lady who sees love as just something. nothing less than something.
and a lady who still sits in the train carriage alone,
and instead of staring while waiting for the one to sit opposite her,
now tends to make herself busy with coffee and books and her surroundings.
And they will say, when the right one comes, you will change.
My questions to them, when the right one comes, will I lift my head from those books and cups of coffee to see?
can he bring the same warmth as a cup of coffee and interest me like those piles of books?
will he able to make me look up and come down from the train carriage once more?
will or will not he?
Jenny~
Starting from 2010 which I began my very first post,
until now 2015.
this blog grew up with me in many ways.
From my writing styles to the stuffs that I shared in my blog.
To the happiest day of my life to the worst day in my life.
Everything was in this blog.
Everything.
Even those I have permanently erased from my mind.
It still exists in this blog.
Not deleting it means testing myself,
Am I still gonna reminisce all those moments?
Do I still remember everything?
And I tested myself just now,
to open back and read through each and every post that I wrote.
From the childish temporary happiness into the permanent maturing pain.
And I realised one thing.
I grew up a lot from the pain.
From how I always shared happy stuffs in my blog, into sharing even more sad and emo stuffs in the blog.
And how it slowly revolved into sharing only updates and serious stuffs.
And I asked myself,
where did the old me go?
where did that girl whose always cheerful, having the positive imagination that everything will turn out well goes?
where did that girl who believe in love so much go?
and where did that girl who said she will wait go?
All that is left right now is a lady whose cheerful outside, inside feeling cold.
having positive thinking n less imagination.
a lady who sees love as just something. nothing less than something.
and a lady who still sits in the train carriage alone,
and instead of staring while waiting for the one to sit opposite her,
now tends to make herself busy with coffee and books and her surroundings.
And they will say, when the right one comes, you will change.
My questions to them, when the right one comes, will I lift my head from those books and cups of coffee to see?
can he bring the same warmth as a cup of coffee and interest me like those piles of books?
will he able to make me look up and come down from the train carriage once more?
will or will not he?
Jenny~
May.
So many things that I missed sharing in this blog due to the hectic as well as me being lazy..
So, let's update..
Firstly, my cooking skills.
Renting and living outside all by myself has pushed me into a corner of desperation,
and because of this desperation, I have to cook on my own!
A seriously big challenge coz I dont cook,
and I dont help out in cooking.
I prefer watching cooking shows than cooking itself.
But desperation has pushed me into refining and mastering cooking.
And I am proud to say that, it is improving..
So, does this fulfill one of the biggest criteria of being a wife? *wink
Secondly, my pupils.
I seriously got really hyped up and motivated when my pupils started to enjoy my company.
When their faces just lit up and got so excited when I entered their classes either for teaching or sit-in purposes,
When they keep telling me that I am fun and wanted me to play more games with them,
and also when they longed for me to enter the class just to share with them something.
and of course, some of them got scared with me (I made 3 boys cried just in two months.)
I guess I am able to tell my lecturers now that I know what children seek in me and what are my strengths in this career.
And I hope that this passion will keep on burning for my pupils' sake,
and also to further move forward in my career.
Thirdly, competition!
I seriously got even hyped up when I was assigned to lead my school for a choir and orchestra competition in conjunction of the Independence Day on August.
FYI, my school has no choir group yet and yes, it's gonna be our first time.
But yeah, as long as I have not submit the registration form, this will still be kept as low as possible.
Will update on this once decision has been made.
Fourthly, Miri City Day Run!
Seriously. speechless.
Prefects came running and looking for me.
Asking me to fill in my IC no and shirt size.
And when I saw my name in that event in which I am required to run 5km marathon,
I got shocked. speechless.
I didnt even run during my Jogathon in IPG Keningau,
what more this?
But, names has been sent.
Just finger-crossing that it doesn't rain and my auntie doesn't collide on the same day (please auntie dont.)
And I guess that's it.
Will be updating this blog again when I thought of what to update..
Till then, take care..
Jenny~
So many things that I missed sharing in this blog due to the hectic as well as me being lazy..
So, let's update..
Firstly, my cooking skills.
Renting and living outside all by myself has pushed me into a corner of desperation,
and because of this desperation, I have to cook on my own!
A seriously big challenge coz I dont cook,
and I dont help out in cooking.
I prefer watching cooking shows than cooking itself.
But desperation has pushed me into refining and mastering cooking.
And I am proud to say that, it is improving..
So, does this fulfill one of the biggest criteria of being a wife? *wink
Secondly, my pupils.
I seriously got really hyped up and motivated when my pupils started to enjoy my company.
When their faces just lit up and got so excited when I entered their classes either for teaching or sit-in purposes,
When they keep telling me that I am fun and wanted me to play more games with them,
and also when they longed for me to enter the class just to share with them something.
and of course, some of them got scared with me (I made 3 boys cried just in two months.)
I guess I am able to tell my lecturers now that I know what children seek in me and what are my strengths in this career.
And I hope that this passion will keep on burning for my pupils' sake,
and also to further move forward in my career.
Thirdly, competition!
I seriously got even hyped up when I was assigned to lead my school for a choir and orchestra competition in conjunction of the Independence Day on August.
FYI, my school has no choir group yet and yes, it's gonna be our first time.
But yeah, as long as I have not submit the registration form, this will still be kept as low as possible.
Will update on this once decision has been made.
Fourthly, Miri City Day Run!
Seriously. speechless.
Prefects came running and looking for me.
Asking me to fill in my IC no and shirt size.
And when I saw my name in that event in which I am required to run 5km marathon,
I got shocked. speechless.
I didnt even run during my Jogathon in IPG Keningau,
what more this?
But, names has been sent.
Just finger-crossing that it doesn't rain and my auntie doesn't collide on the same day (please auntie dont.)
And I guess that's it.
Will be updating this blog again when I thought of what to update..
Till then, take care..
Jenny~
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