17.03.2013

are u a fan of "How I Met Your Mother?" series?
if u watched that series, i bet u would remember this scene..
whr marshall and lily were in a pub talking to robin who just broke up with barney..
though robin looks cool and happy with her single life, they didnt know the truth in her..
so when marshall and lily were saying about how barney starts looking for another new girl and how he looks after his appearance and stuffs like that, robin could only kept a straight face..
and eventually she cried in a place where no one sees her..
because she doesnt want ppl to see how fragile and weak is she..
though she was no longer attached to barney, but all those words still hurts her..

and guess what, i was in robin' state yesterday..
some words or jokes still hurts, in case u dont know..
im not as strong like others who could accept everything and laugh it off..
those feelings are fading but it is still there..
and da scars will bleed again when it is touched...
and mayb because of that, i was like robin, looking for somewhere to hide all these tears away..
but eventually i found a better place to shed all those sadness..
nature has brought me to a better place..
listening to taylor swift and had a long walk made this heart feel better...

i guess im still weak and fragile..
Jenny~