convo~~

Convocation for da KPLI had juz passed by and though i was not involved directly in it, i was able to feel the mood and excitement was in da air... all da graduates bringing their family and their loved ones to watch once in a lifetime event that might not take place anymore makes me feel so touched... ok, my part in da graduation was becoming a florist... and guess wat, i enjoyed being one... mayb bcoz i get to learn new skills and able to use my creativity in doing something which makes me feel appreciated.. and most important, customers' favours are always our favours..

when watching the graduates taking pics wit their families and friends, it made me wonder how will i be when its my turn to receive my degree, wearing the graduation robe and waiting to be taken pics... and when i saw all the graduates, it kinda inspire me to be like one of them.. i have a dream which is i wan my parents to wear the graduation robe and hat while taking pics wit me.. i wan em to feel how does it feel to be a graduate though it is not them who are graduation... moreover, i wan them feel proud for havin a daughter who is able to make them realise one of their dreams... God, help me to make this wishes and dreams come true.... AMEN!~~

Jenny~

this is the first time i actually experience miracle.. ok, i shud say its my second time... haha.. anywayz, i met him.. da person that i have been waiting to meet since last sem d... sem 1 was like the best sem ever bcoz he was like always thr and paying attention to me.. but when i went to sem 2, it seems like he disappeared without even saying goodbye.. which kinda makes me sad but somehow i got over wit it... i kept thinking that maybe thrs something else for me.. but last Sunday, in church, i met him... i was like overjoyed, EXTREMELY happy bcoz its like God reli answered my prayers and let me meet him...

and yeah, he did saw me and he was like CUTE as usual... haha... i went out together wit him and we shook hands outside the church.. and i was like smiling the whole time.. haha.. gosh, cant forget that memory... i mean he actually waited for me to face him and we shook hands... luckily, i didnt melt at that point... haha..

actually, im not like falling head over heels for him or whatever it is... it is juz that i felt happy seeing him and he somehow makes me feel the feeling i wanted to feel all this time.. but unluckily, he's juz another "good view" of mine which i will never erase from my head... its juz that he actually paid attention at me and reli look me in the eyes... unlike other guys... i can feel his sincerity... anywayz, i hope we will meet again somewhere and someday...

Jenny~

DonT ReaD if U Dont WaNT to

Weird o some ppl... bcoz sometimes it is them who did wrong and then still, they go blame other ppl... for wat lah?? weirdos.... ok, case is like this... when u keep offering ur help to someone who seems like they are ot interested yet, of course they say ur annoying lah... what else? i mean if someone needs us help, they will come asking for it.. so why do u wanna show off to da whole world that u are ready to help ppl.... come one lah.... STOP BEING HYPOCRITE LAh!

Next, it seems that gaps btw us and da juniors are like full of conflicts juz bcoz of some bad hats and guess what, NOT ALL are like that.. so why dont u get a hand of urself and start to stop bothering ppl before saying that they are bothering u.... i am like so patient to these things but come on, PATIENCE DO HAVE LIMITS ok.... weird ppl wit his weird attitude wit his annoyin behavior wit his FAKE OFF actions and guess wat I NEVER LIKE IT....

what else.. oh ya, wit all ur actions that seem so much not like u and stop saying other ppl when ur like them too... u know i started to hate FAKERS and HYPOCRITES since i met one... so BUZZ OFF, IDIOTS....

Jenny~

ThiNgs do ChanGE~`

ok, now i actually agree to this statement.. mayb bcoz now i have seen some changes in terms of my life, friendship, and also in my studies.. ok lets go from one to another... life seems changes a lil bit for me since i learn new skills and good news is, i am ELIGIBLE to be a housewife... hahaha.... if i wanna compare last time and now, i kinda like my life rite now since i am able to do something which i never tot i could so.. so somehow, i can consider myself as independent... hihi,..

friendship... i learn to make new friends and guess what, i tend to mingle wit ppl more easily... and i actually understand and identify who are my true friends and who are my false friends... that is what i learn throughout my life in keningau... and when i thought about my high school life, i am able to compare my life at that time and now... and i think i love my life now...

studies... it changes according to the lecturers... when i was in sem 1, all the lecturers look so stern and serious... and we cant even enjoy our studies life completely... but rite now, when i am in sem 3, it seems like everyone changes and i can feel that we're much comfortable wit one another.... so yeah, things do change... and the most important thing is, i love the changes that i have strive for and tha thad come to me...

Jenny~

THE MAN I WILL MARRY

This is the type of man that i will get marry too (i hope!):

1. someone who still thinks i'm pretty even if i have no makeup on & even if my hair is messy.
2. someone who still play with my hair while i'm lying down on his thighs.
3. someone who will give me a back and head massage whenever i feel pressured and stressed
4. someone who will buy me my comfort food whenever i feel bad
5. someone who will treat me right
6. someone who could get along with my family and friends
7. someone who will not think i'm stupid
8. someone who's very responsible to take care of me and our family
9. someone who will spoil me
10. someone who will cook for me
11. someone who will surprise me, big or small
12. someone who will watch fireworks with me
13. someone who's willing to do spontaneous stuffs with me
14. someone who hugs me on my waist surprisingly
15. someone who will passionately make out with me
16. someone who will never try to hurt me
17. someone who knows how to cry in front of me
18. someone i can trust
19. someone who trusts me
20. SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME THE WAY I LOVES HIM!

JEnny~

40th post!

well, ppl will celebrate their 40th post by writing somethin happy or stuffs like tat... but for me, i am "forced" to write on somethin which is not a happy one... IM SICK!! T.T

i have been havin fever since like yesterday when i was actually supposed to be good an dhelathy in no days after seeing da doctor a couple of days ago... sheesh... and im like so worried of it since its fever... and keningau have cases of dengue and stuffs like that... AND of course im worried about my health bcoz i know my family will be EVEN MORE worried than me...

medicines aka panadol have been my best friends for da couple of days and all i can do is lying in my bed, unable to do certain things happily and for sure, it is makin me emo.... i wanna get well as soon as possible... wanna go to da field and play around or hav fun during joggin... i wanna laugh as much as possible and not worryin bout my health... i juz wanna have my normal life back, that's it... gosh, plz pray for me, my readers.... pray that i will get well as soon as possible...

Jenny~

truth vs lie

which would u choose? a truth or a lie? sometimes truth hurts us a lot and we pot for lies so that we will not get hurt... sometimes lies leave us in a puzzled manner and we hope to know da truth so that we will be released from any puzzles goin on... so which do u choose? truth or lies?

for me, i choose what is best for me... there is no such thing as choosing truth and live in da truth forever... there are times when we are living in lies and for sure, we cant get out from it.... everywhere are lies and do u think human beings will be able to live in truth after all? it depends on ur judgement..

in my life, i have lived in lies and sometimes i lie... i dont show da real me to anyone except my family... only my family know da real me,... and da reason why i dont show da real me, is because i dont know whether ppl can accept da real me... i am happy living in two worlds where one, i can be comfy wit my own personality wit my family and another where i can live in peace wit da society and environment around me...

sometimes, living in lies does not kill as much as in truth... IGNORANCE IS A BLISS... that is wat i learnt from someone and guess wat, i am practising it rite now...

Jenny~

10 Reasons to Smile~

1. Smiling Makes Us Attractive
We are drawn to people who smile. There is an attraction factor. We want to know a smiling person and figure out what is so good. Frowns, scowls and grimaces all push people away -- but a smile draws them in (avoid these smile aging habits to keep your smile looking great).

2. Smiling Changes Our Mood
Next time you are feeling down, try putting on a smile. There's a good chance you mood will change for the better. Smiling can trick the body into helping you change your mood.

3. Smiling Is Contagious
When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.

4. Smiling Relieves Stress
Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you'll be better able to take action.

5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System
Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. Prevent the flu and colds by smiling.

6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure
When you smile, there is a measurable reduction in your blood pressure. Give it a try if you have a blood pressure monitor at home. Sit for a few minutes, take a reading. Then smile for a minute and take another reading while still smiling. Do you notice a difference?

7. Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin
Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.

8. Smiling Lifts the Face and Makes You Look Younger
The muscles we use to smile lift the face, making a person appear younger. Don't go for a face lift, just try smiling your way through the day -- you'll look younger and feel better.

9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful
Smiling people appear more confident, are more likely to be promoted, and more likely to be approached. Put on a smile at meetings and appointments and people will react to you differently.

10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive
Try this test: Smile. Now try to think of something negative without losing the smile. It's hard. When we smile our body is sending the rest of us a message that "Life is Good!" Stay away from depression, stress and worry by smiling.

~Isnt smiling brings a lot of benefits? so why dont u and me start out by smiling to one another as it benefits not only me but u too... so, SMILE OWES... =)

FoRgIvInG~~

now i know why am i so easy when it comes to da part called "forgiving"... i tend to forgive ppl reli easy bcoz if they treat me nice, i sort of forget wat did they did to me.. of course im a person who will forgive but forgetting is not always my expertise... sometimes i'll remember wat they did to me but then brush it off, and get back to wat life reli wan me to do...

same case like tis time... someone forget my presents since like my bday a few months ago while me, actually remembered his birthday... so, i got a little pissed off by him since he has been promising me and yet havent fulfilled it to me... so, yeah he kept sayin sorry to me but not accepted...

so yeah, like wat was expected from me, i did acccept his apology... well, reason? maybe because i think he deserves another second chance.. tats it... i oni give second chances to ppl who deserves it so i might think he deserves it... anywayz, i juz hope wat i did was right...

Jenny~

SaLoNg~

Last fri, we had a school visit to SK. Salong which is almost 2 and a half hours ride from our college.... well, i had a lot of fun since this is my first time goin to rural schools... and i enjoyed all da greenery environment like a lot... so yeah, we started out and reached thr around 2pm.... had lunch and got ready to meet da students there... well, we had a reading programme with da students there and it was great as we were exposed on ways tp teach students to read in english.... but da sad thing is tat some hav da passion to study but were limited due to family backgrounds...

anywayz, we went thru da suspension bridge to reach da skool which i find a bit scary,... ok, its not a bit but its A LOT.... gosh, i got stuck halfway eh.... haha,... its kinda funny but then i went thru it and it was an ADVENTURE... BTW: da suspension bridge wasnt even short... it was like one metre or sth like tat... scary lah babe....

so we had everythin done on fri and it was reli cool wit its reli majestic view... GOSH, i miss da scenery thr... but da disadvantages being there is that it si totally cut off from da outside world... no network coverage at all.... thrs internet but then for me, da phone is much more important.... haha... da ppl thr could oni call out by buying telephone cards.... another thing is da cleanliness as in sanitary.. it was quite bad which discourages me even more to stay thr for a longer period of time... but overall, i enjoyed it a lot... hope tat thrs more activities like this lined up for all of us again.... =)

FYI: pics will be up real soon....

Jenny~