me.

i love to write about ppl..
and i label them as "u", another "u"...
but now, i wanna write about "me"...
mayb those who read this might juz get some info bout "me"

i feel happy when someone think of me...
i feel happy when someone did something sweet to me...
doin things that are sweet to me doesnt necessarily be big...
simple things are enuf to make me smile da whole day...

there's another "u" who made me felt tat way...
but after givin me all da sweetness, he left..
left without an apparent reason...
and left me hangin, thinkin whether i shud forgiv him...
and now with "u" i kinda forget him bits by bits...
even now, im comfy to talk bout him without feeling angry or hatred...

maybe "me" is juz waitin for tis feeling to come..
and yet, im afraid..
would tis be temporary like last time?
or would it stay like tis for a long time?
i guess i shud hav not place so much hope on myself...
not tat i dont trust u..
but i don trust myself...

i hope one day,
wat i have been feelin all this while is correct...
and wat i think "u" felt is like wat i hav imagined...
bcoz if tat happen,
i would be happy to say,
im in <3

=still thinkin=
Jenny~