13.01.2013

does it really mean i should stop being caring?
does it really mean what he do doesn't even matter me the most?
does it really mean i should stop worrying about him?
does it really mean i should stop thinking about his welfare?

i cant just stop myself from thinking of his welfare,
i cant just stop myself from not relating myself to him at all,
i cant just stop worrying about him..

because i got used to doing all those stuffs,
and once i got used to it, i dont find any reasons to change it..
not because i still have any special thoughts about it,
its just because i got used to it..

Jenny~