precious little things...

simple little things like da 2nd and 3rd pics are able to make me smile like in da 1st pic.. haha.. though its little and simple, but the sincerity and love can be felt thru it.. i dont need expensive accessories, money or anythin tat costs so much... i guess sincerity and love is much more important than those... so thanx to everyone who made my day up wit all these simple gifts.. love it loads... <3

=i love u=

Jenny~

me don like this moment...

me super don like myslef when im in those days where my "aunt" visits me every month.. i mean not that i wish my "aunt" dont come to me, is that all these sudden rush of hormone and changes int terms of mood and appetite juz seems not right... i mean few reasons why i dont like my "aunt" to come and tamper wit my inner self are bcoz of the following:

1. i get angry easily.. little things will juz flick my angry mode on and guess wat, i'll get angry wit no apparent reason which is so not me when im in my normal days...

2. i get super sensitive.. so when ppl talk bout little stuffs tat make my sensitive mode on, u'll either c me moody and angry, or juz emo-ing da whole day..

3. my jealousy thermometer shoots up like i-dont-know-how-the-heck-it-happen.... i mean da usual me is jealous but not da type tat will juz goes off at an alarming rate..

4. my appetite goes big... i keep eating, eating and eating which is not reli good for me who wanna maintain my current body shape...

5. my mood goes way unstable... i can be happy and sad at da same time.. i can laugh in da morning and cry at night without knowing why?

so tat's y im acting all strange when my "aunt" visits me.. i can juz be loving and irritating at da same time.. and guess wat, i'll get angry when i thought im lacking of attention and love.. so to those who really knows me, bear with me for a week.... or at least da first 3 days... haiz... =(

=dont stop caring=

Jenny~

love~

ooo, several images juz caught my attention from browsing on ppl's blog.. and yeah, it juz tells how i felt.. haha... so, juz took some for sharing and caring and loving..... haha..

=i love you!=

Jenny~

music box~~

these are several of da music boxes tat i found online..and yeah, music box has been drivin me crazy since like when i was a kid and of course after watching da epic korean drama series, "My Girl", i wanted it like a lot... A LOT! and i love listening to da music tat it plays.. i wish to hav one music box tat will play music to me ans make me go sleep... a special music box whr it will make me smile when i play the rhythm and most important, it will remind me of da person who will give me this... oh well, its expensive and to find one tats reli pretty and unique takes time and lotsa money... ooo, i still wan me own music box.....

=i still love music box=

Jenny~

I Will Be Here~

Whenever you're sad, or feeling blue, Just call on me. I'll be here for you... Whenever you're happy, or feeling sad, Just call on me. You are going to be glad that you had. 'Cause I'm gonna be there with open arms. I'm going to be there to bear your arms. I may be young, or tiny like a bug, but when you're sad I swear to God, I give the biggest hugs. So when you're lonely or just plain blue, Just think of me, or this poem, And I'll come to you. ~Jenny~

cute little stuffs...

i stumbled across these several cute little stuffs and it juz make me go say, "AAWWW, so cute!".. and the pictures above are juz several of the cute stuffs tat i found in the internet... and omg, i love da patterns on the cupcakes... so creative, yummy and cute!! ooo, i wanna learn to make those soon! and im gonna decorate it wit me n ur initials... woohoo! haha... i guess i juz wanna make somethin reli special tat will challenge myself and hence, accomplishing somethin by using my own wits... juz wanna do somethin reli special for my beloved family and also my frens esp him..

=JL<3=

Jenny~

april~

few more days to may.. and yeah, its gonna be da end of april soon... april has been one of da best month where so many memories were being created, surprises being given and most important, love and honesty were being seen...

and yeah, my bday falls on april and tat made up da strong reasons why i love april so much.. thanx to him who hav been at my side all this while, u've made my april turn into da best month ever.. and to my BFF, thanx for being at my side and sorry if thrs anythin i did juz pisses u off (hehe)... and yeah, when april ends, it signify another new month of challenges and lots of ups and downs in life... and i hope im strong enuf to overcome it..

so, lets summarise wat april have given me:

1. a SUPER DUPER AWESOME LOVELY bday surprise and gifts... though its simple and sweet, i'll cherish it for da rest of my life.. da dolls are so cute that it is always beside me, da photo and its frame is so sweet that i'll look at it before i sleep, da earphone which i dread to buy had come to me and been so useful to me and da special mug tat reminds all da things we went thru.. thanx to all who gave all da above.. love love love u~~~~

2. da end os da torment of assignments and tests and muet! =D

3. time to relax a bit (vry bit!) b4 exam...

4. spent da best time and created reli sweet memories wit him... and challenges myself to do things tat i haven did only for him... haha... am still learning and tryin to improve myself ya.. so don be angry if im not doin it perfectly...

so yeah, i think tat wrap up my post on da beautiful month of april... and believe me or not, april is da month of love not only for me but for some of my frens... i juz can see love blossomin during tis month.. hihi....

=im owes in love wit u no matter wat month it is=

Jenny~

independent~

i've not been home for almost 2 months after cny hols.. and yeah, sometimes i miss home.. mayb im juz gettin used of not goin home and it juz make me feel less homesick... i mean i miss my mum, dad, my jerky sis and also my long-time-no-meet-another-jerky-brother... but sometimes when i think back da time when i was so dependent on them, i juz felt embarrased...

for those who dont noe me, i never do household chores before when im at home... i mean im like treated like a princess at home where washin clothes, cookin or even simple tasks like sweepin and those of kind things were done by my one and only mom... and at tat time, all is in my head is i muz find a guy who can do all this so that i wont be bothered by these stuffs...

but right now, when i moved to hostel and actually experience living independent, i start to regret my ignorance.. i mean evrythin muz be done by myself and no one's gonna help u... therefore, i pick up da challenge and did all accordin to my way.. changes happen to me slowly and right now, im brave enuf to tel u im da same old Jenny.. im da new Jenny who can do household chores as well as cookin (though its juz a beginner level)... this is all bcoz i wanna prove to my parents that i did change when im here and gain their trust on me..

plus, no guys wan a girl who dont noe anythin bout managin themselves, doin household chores and most important, cookin.. they say, food is da way to capture a man's heart.. so im doin like wat da old ppl told me.. juz tat i need time to practice and refine my skills.. i guess mayb bcoz im enterin this new age, im startin to think far and of course i wan a promising future wit a good career, financial status and most important, a good family... (yes, i wanna get married in da future if thrs a chance! haha..)..

hence, to those who still depend on ur mummy n daddy, its time to slowly let go and start workin things ur way... =)

=work some miracle!=

Jenny~

friends..

ok, i noe i have been writin bout love and all those stuffs lately.. so yeah, lets move to other topic which is friends...

though right now im in a relationship, da word "friends" has not been erased from my brain or even my life.. coz friends are like da most valuable assets in our life aside from God, family and ur someone... i mean without friends, we are like da loneliest person in da world so do appreciate them..

friends are like those who enter ur life, and givin u good memories, and most important, they wont leave u if they are true to u.. i mean evrythin includin love starts from friendship... its like a stage where all of us will go thru in order to find ur personality and wat kind of person dou actually belong to... hence, y throw away ur friends when ur in a relationship? instead, appreciate them and u noe, spend time wit em and stuffs like tat...

last but not least, juz wanna remind evryone tat even though ur in a relationship or married or whatsoever, friends are still important whether u wan it or not.. as for me, i love my friends a lot.. and of course i love my someone a lot too coz when im wit him, i feel love as well as da warmth from a good friend.. and tat makes me feel comfy to tell him stuffs and most important, im able to be myself in front of him...

hence, love ur friends and never forget them since they hav stayed behind for u all this while... friends are like gems... rare to find, and when found, keep it super close to u.. =)

=i wont forget u, friends=

Jenny~

(^.^)

lets re-make da checklist again which i posted previously... coz i think i need to make lil changes again.. oh well, Jenny is owes changin... haha...

1. UAK (tests) = DONE!

2. MUET = DONE!

3. assignments = DONE!

so now, all that is left are da process of printin notes for da upcomin exam on may.. so before exam, i need to take a break.. haha... however, if da book allowance hasnt enter, i guess i'll juz pamper myself wit my own ways instead of goin kk... besides, goin without him is no fun.. so yeah, prefer stayin in da room den bcomin ppl's burden or "light bulbs"... haha..

anywayz, i love weekends... weekends simply make me smile.. haha.. and i got two new "friends" given by my someone.. haha.. love em a lot and yeah, kept it at me bedside so they can watch over me.. haha... anywayz. will upload da pics when im free... so, thanx love for da simple yet lovely gift... (and tonite is our first month anniversary.. so yeah, happy 1st month anniversary, dear!)

=lots of hugs n kisses=

Jenny~

love..

-tomolo marks our first month being together,

and i will owes continue loving you..

coz i will not regret choosing u,

and allowing u to enter my life..

coz i noe i made da right choice,

and God hav made my waitin worth it..

so..

please dont change ur way..

coz i love da way u are...

please tell me if i did wrong..

coz i wanna improve and bcome someone u wan me to be..

please continue lovin me..

coz i will always love u...-

=love=

Jenny~

updating~

oooo, updates are gonna be as follow:

1. UAKs (tests) are done and finished...

2. MUET is over (woohoo!)

3. BIG and all those thingy has been settled and yeah, had da best time in life...

4. assignments = BYE BYE!

5. BDAY = finished off wit all my frens and him (wit lots of surprises and "gift")..

so right now, i juz cant wait for da weekends coz:

1. FUN FAIR is here (though its da cheap kind but i wanna go!)

2. KK (where i wanna spend my time relaxin and eat and ----ng)....

i hope that everythin will be done by tat time and im able to go to these places wit my frens and him... wanna leave great memories in this sem at least before da sem break.. hopefully everythin will work well and yes, i wont plan anymore since everytime i plan, things would never work as it is... so yeah, am juz hopin someone else plan it and juz tell me.. haha...

=hugs=

Jenny~

the sweetest bday!

I had my bday celebration last nite and it brought reli good memories to me... thanx to my someone and also all of my beloved friends for putting such a good act that make me fell into their trap... and yeah, the surprise was awesome though it was juz a cake... din get to snap lots of pic and oni one.. (will upload it when i get da chance)...

at first, i was reli sad (aka shattered) when i realised that someone so important to me cant celebrate wit me at first... of course im angry but at tat time, i cant blame him since works are far more important than my bday... haha... and yeah, went wit my other friends including my best fren to da specific eating place... and i was like emo-ing da whole time and almost cried a few times...

and yeah, when i saw a friend of me comin back wit lighter, i was a bit curious and yet i din find out anythin... till my someone came out wit the cake and also participated by my other friends.... i was so touched and surprised coz it came unexpected so yeah am so thankful to them.. u guys hav made my 19th bday into the sweetest memory ever that i will carry in my life owes... and to my someone, thanx for makin me fall for u again last nite... ur da first person that make me sad and angry till reaching da extent of crying, but ur oso da one that make me so happy n touched.. hihi...

=i simply love da way u are=

Jenny~

(sigh~)

i cnot believe tat my upcoming bday is filled wit SO MANY activities and gosh, i was juz plannin to celebrate it wit my frens outside tat day... (sigh).. i mean i cant go back home to celebrate it wit my family and right now, its like i have limited time to celebrate it wit my frens and him... (sigh)..

i think tis year is gonna be another boring birthday for me again like last year...

=i wanna be happy on my happiest day=
Jenny~

sigh~

i think im gonna face breakdown in this week... test are rushing and hitting me like tsunami... im havin tests on thurs and fri plus muet on saturday... and thrs not even a time for me to actually sit and relax.. its all about assignments, lectures, tutorials, exams and lotsa stuffs... i juz dont think im able to handle all this... (sigh..)

=i juz need u=
Jenny~

*hugs*

=hugs=
Jenny~

150th post~

50 Random Questions

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

in class..

2. Who are you in love with?

someone... hihi..

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

never...

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

nope.. haha..

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

few days ago,but i doubt that is a mall..

6. Are you wearing socks right now?

nope...

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?

hahah.. i wish i hav..

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

never drove out of town... no license bah..

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

nope... ooo, i miss watching movies...

10. Are you hot?

haha.. hot as in? haha..

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

H2o... haha..

12. What are you wearing right now?

my baju kurung without my skirt.. hahah...

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

no car, how to wash? haha..

14. Last food that you ate?

mee with chicken wing and egg...

15. Where were you last week at this time?

i was in borneo paradise for camp.. haha..

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

yeap.. a long-sleeved t-shirt.. hhaha..

17. When is the last time you ran?

last week when we were rushed in the camp..

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?

cant remember.. badminton match? haha..

19. What is your favorite animal?

i love dogs! haha..

20. Your dream vacation?

i wanna hav my vacation in all da romantic places in da world... haha..

21. Last person's house you were in?

my own family's house.. hahaha..

22. Worst injury you've ever had?

i dont think i ever had tat.. hahah..

23. Have you been in love?

yes, and currently in love...

24. Do you miss anyone right now?

yes, i miss someone a lot right now.. hihi..

25. Last play you saw?

macbeth, my own play actually.. hahaha...

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

haha... smile? haha..

27. What are your plans for tonight?

gonna sleep late, online and texting wit my dear.. haha..

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

my best fren...

29. Next trip you are going to take?

i wanna go ranau but depends on majority...

30. Ever go to camp?

yeap..

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?

haha.. i guess not.. am juz a normal student...

32. What do you want to know about the future?

i wanna know wat i have accomplished in my future..

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

yeap... haha..

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

nope..

35. Where is your best friend?

in her room trying her best to finish her assignment..

36. How is your best friend?

fine, pretty and smart as usual...

37. Do you have a tan?

yeah, unwanted tan.. haha...

38. What are you listening to right now?

songs from bunga citra lestari.. hihi...

39. Do you collect anything?

yeah, i love collectin memories.. haha..

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

someone.. haha..

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

nope..

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

yeah.. haha..

43. What does your last text message say?

love you~ haha..

44. Do you like hot sauce?

depends on my mood...

45. Last time you took a shower?

last nite...

46. Do you need to do laundry?

yeah, lotsa..

47. What is your heritage?

my eyes and smile? hahaa...

48. Are you someone's best friend?

i think so.. hahaha..

49. Are you rich?

nope.. average..

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?

assignments as well as texting.. haha...

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quotes dedicated to u (part 2)~

i love posting these quotes coz it juz signify what i wanna say... these days, i have been reli sensitive thanx to my "auntie" who juz came at da wrong time.. i juz get pissed off easily and yeah, my mood is not in a stable line... thus, im reli sorry if my words and actions juz pissed ppl off especially to u.. i guess im juz feeling insecure during these period and need some attention... so forgiv me when im too emo or stuffs like that... maybe its my first time being in a relationship so im juz afraid of makin mistakes, worry that i might not be good enough or ur juz too good for me, and so forth.. i know i shud not be thinking so much but thrs times when i juz hope that, evrythin will be fine each day i wake up.. and evrytime i wake up, im juz simply happy that ur still wit me... and i reli hope this will last owes...

=i wanna be wit u owes..=

quotes dedicated to u~

Jenny~

past and now~

past:
me wants -
a guy who will giv me all da attentions in the world..
a guy who will spend every minute listening to me whining and complaining..
a guy whose tall and handsome..
a guy who will give me everythin that i wan in this world...
a guy who will pamper me when i get angry..
a guy who knows what i want without asking..
a guy whose perfect...

now:
me needs -
a guy who loves me as much as i do...
a guy who loves me like the way i am...

u might be wondering why do i post this up.. da main reason is we wont be able to find true love if we stick too much on our "perfect" Mr. Right... because no one is perfect in this world.. and if u wanna find someone perfect, i guess u urself hav to be perfect in da first place... right now, i believe that if we are able to find a guy who just loves u the way u are and as much as you love him, ur one of da happiest ladies in the world.. money and gifts are just supplements that do not affect the degree of ur love to someone.. instead, sincerity is the one that matters the most...

in my own point of view, i guess after locking up my heart for a period of time, i guess time has come to unlock it and let some love & lights to enter it.. i guess God has given me hints and yeah, im following wat You are giving me.. i guess i finally got wat i wished for all this while and i thank God for everythin that He had given to me... of course, being single is good but being in a relationship will give u a whole new idea about life.... it depends on how you see things in your own persepctive...

to those whose single, dont worry.. God will send someone into ur life like what He did to me...
to those whose in a relationship, keep it up.. ask for God's blessing that He will bless your relationship and make it a lasting one like what i am currently doing..

=i love my life..=
Jenny~

i miss you~

to my special person, daddy!

Good Man Dad,
Every year, your birthday reminds me
how grateful I am that you are my father.
With all that’s going on in the world today,
I’m thankful I get to watch you,
to look up to you, being an example of a good man.
What a privilege it is to observe your strength,
your competence, and your kindness.
I am so blessed to be under your wing,
your protection, your care,
learning important life lessons from you.
If all fathers were like you,
the world would be a very different
and much better place.
Happy Birthday, Dad,
from your admiring daughter.

-updates-

wow, i juz got back from being "tanned" during my camp in Borneo Paradise for 4days and three nites... and yeah, it was fun! i enjoyed da camp a lot except the place for shower... haha... ok, we had kembara where we had to go trails and also solving problems while continuing our journey.. and we had to go up da hills and yeah, go through all kinds of obstacles...

then we had water activity and that is one of the most exciting part of the camp coz i was able to overcome my fear to water and yeah, learn how to swim.. haha.. so i had like tonnes of fun during the camp aside from the activities, since i was able to be close with my other friends in other courses... haha...

well, after returning from the camp, da only thing i wanna do is to sleep... haha... and to get all my laundry washed on that day itself and not forgetting, getting hours of shower and pamper for myself... haha.. and yeah, got all kinds of body aches till i cant move properly but wit da determination and support, i actually move and walked.. hahaha...

and of course, assignments are waiting for me... sometimes, i think that assignments are a burden... why cant they juz eliminate assignments? haha... gosh, am random tonite... ok, am gonna juz stop here.. if not, talking craps will be me again.. haha..

=crazy in love=
Jenny~