tonight.

today is the start for my practicum which will last for 3 months..
the school was pretty ok except for the learning environment which i believe is not really conducive..
but am trying to figure out ways..
nevertheless, i might consider myself ready to take up this challenge as i believe that being a teacher in the future, i would have to face more of this kind of challenges..
and then, i got back and we had a farewell dinner with our beloved lecturer, Mdm Nora..
and not forgetting, all the juniors who had done a good job in preparing the whole event..

it was a good event,
i felt happy and good in the beginning..
and then,
i felt tired.
sometimes,
just sometimes, i wish i was not in that situation..
i wish to be able to look and smile, like last time..

maybe, just maybe..
deep inside,
the scar still hurts..
no matter how much medicine i have put on,
or how much time have passed,
or how much plasters have i been putting on,
sometimes,
it still hurts a bit..

Jenny~