2011

its da last day of 2011..
2011 leaves me with so much good memories..
so much sweet memories to be cherished..
and yet thrs times whr i got hurt and cried silently without anyone knowing..

2012.
i'll wait and c what u will offer to me..
may u be kind to me and everyone..
and give all of us memories that will be etched in our hearts and minds..
and may this new year brings happiness to my life, family, friends and relationship..

-Happy New Year-
Jenny~

and i wonder if i ever cross ur mind...

hmm..

holidays was meant to be a happy one but so many surprising things took place before holidays.. some were good ones and of course, some are totally surprising that reli took me aback.. well, things had changed and cannot be turned back already.. to da person we love so much, i hope ur happy wit ur decision.. its difficult to accept it for so many ppl out there including me.. but am tryin to accept u juz da way u are..

ppl are disappointed wit ur changes but for me, i guess u know what u make and i know tat u wont regret for da decision u made.. though u will change physically and in faith, but i guess ur juz another human being that need love and support, similar to all of us.. and from da situation tat i can judge in my perspective, its gonna be another difficult year to go thru... its gonna be another challenging year and im not too sure whether im ready for it.. sigh.,.. why does it hav to be so difficult for me?

i guess i need a lot of support from ppl around me including my piggy.. sigh.. i miss my piggy.. and hope he misses me thr too..

=do u think of me like i do?=
Jenny

250th post.

grateful to God that everything went smoothly throughout the year...

met wit a lot of people and make lots of new friends..

some left, some come and stay..

became Cinderella for a night when i thought thrs little possibility..

met wit someone that changes my life in and out..

maintain super-awesome friendship with my BFF..

went thru disappointment in test but rise up and make changes...

went for camp (first time!) and KL (first time too!)...

had da best bday ever..

met reli cool lecturers and went thru great time in lecture class (though at times its tiring)

completed assignments and juz praying that evrythin is ok..

my wish came true during da cny night...

and all i can say is,

thank u to my BFF for stayin at my side all this while, went thru ups and downs wit me and of course, for letting me bugging u at all times.. haha..

thank u to my piggy for entering my life and never left after since, as well as changin my life in and out too...
thanx for creating wonderful and great memories for me..
and thanx to evryone whose directly or indirectly involved in my life.. all of u made a presence and changes in my life, making me a better person in one way or another..

anywayz, all i can hope now is for a good result, good relationship as well as harmony in whatever im gonna do nxt yr.. hehe... im gonna miss my piggy during holidays....

=love u=
Jenny~

comin soon.

one paper has finally passed and 3 more major papers at 3 consecutive days are gonna happen nxt week.. and of course after exam, is HOME! well, of course i always hav mixed feelings about evrything including this too.. i mean im super excited to go home since tats da oni way for me to save my money, meet my family and of course hav fun and not mentionin good food.. hehe... but a part of me is kinda sad coz yeah, am not gonna be meetin wit frens, laugh n gossip about ppl, and of course meeting my piggy.. yeah, kinda miss him during da hols, i bet, since im gonna be back in brunei... sigh... but im pretty hope its gonna be a reli good holiday before reality hits me back.. da "reality" i mean are:
1. announcement of results.. omg!
2. me being da class monitor... great. =.=
3. lotsa things to handle..
4. lotsa money comin in and also OUT, im super sure...

but am not gonna think tat far yet, focus on da present and make full use of da time so i wont regret anything.. hehe.. i love my family, friends and piggy.. =)

=moments=
Jenny~

random me..

got this while blogwalkin moments ago.. so yeah, did it and kinda interesting though.. hehehe...


1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- Yeap, for sure
!2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- hehe... i dont think so..
.3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- hmmm, when i got food? haha..
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- depends on wat kind of strangers~~
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- not sure.. is there?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- Nope... currently listenin some club music~
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- pajamas~ hehe..
.8. How often do you listen to music?
- like evryday before i get up or go sleep....
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- i prefer wearing sweats.. jeans are my BIGGEST enemy~
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- YEap... and its happening already.. =)

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- i think am a SOCIAL type.
.12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘B’?
- Nope~
13. What about ‘S’?
- Nope~
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- wats tat?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- hmm, as long as i think im right... =)
16. Are you going out of town soon?
- holidays comeing around!
17. When was the last time you cried?
- cant rmbr... few days ago?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- always! to my piggy, to my friends... yeap~~ haha..
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- nope, i love it like it is.. =)
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- YES.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- examination... =(
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- i think its cute and pretty sweet.. =)
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- ei, nope... so not dating my bro ok..
.24. What are you sitting on right now?
- green chair.... =D
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- yes.
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- yes, but now im glad tat i didnt get it.. =)
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- my piggy~
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- rarely...
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- from home... haha...
30. Does anyone hate you?
- mayb yes, mayb not.. not reli my business anywayz... =)


31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- nope.
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- kinda esp when watchin wit a group of buddies!
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- nope...
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- dont know... evryone of em has good memories in it.. =)
35. Did you have a dream last night?
- nope.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- couple of minutes ago.. hehe... 
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- hmm, marriage is still a long way to go.. hehe...
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- everybody do right? hehe...
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- i dont think so... am not so important to pop out in anybody's mind now...
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- kinda.. =)

41. Think back 2 months ago, were you in a relationship?
- am currently in a relationship.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- hmm, depends...
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- cant rmbr.. did you?
44. What’s the best part about school?
- evrything!
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- yeap.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- cant remember..
.47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- yeah. and at times it hurts.. 
48. Were you single over the last summer?
- when's summer?
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- nope.. two yrs ago, am a naive.. now, up to u to judge me.. hehe..
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- printing notes and studying?

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- of course not...
52. Are you nice to everyone?
- i try to be though..
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- hehe.. of course, my piggy.. hehe..
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- its over 6 months d and yeah, i can.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- somehow, but it juz get seen thru easily...
56. Do you think you like someone?
- i love somebody now though
.57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘T’?
- nope..
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- both.. =)
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- i dont think so... =)
60. Do you hate anyone?
- nope.


61. How’s your heart?
- pretty ok...
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- yes.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- yes.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- i dont reli care.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
I- nope.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- of course not..
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- hmm, i dont wanna see my boyfriend cry though..
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- like nope.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- my dad juz a few minutes ago.
70. How do you look right now?
- home look. haha..


71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- yes!
72. Can you commit to one person?
- yes!
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- of course yes!
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- i dont think so..
75. Did you wake up cranky?
- depends on da day.
76. Are you a jealous person?
- tats something tat i cant change...
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- yeap with da right guy..
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- in da past, yeap.. now, nope...
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- my family and my piggy...
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- study lo...


81. Last person you cried in front of?
- i cried alone.
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- yes.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- i guess so
.84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- tickling him and make him laugh and smile...
85. Are you over your past?
- yes!
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- yeah.. last time...
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- yeap!
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?- i guess so.. i forgive easily...
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- for sure!
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- nope...


91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- am in a relationship d.. =)
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- yes!!
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
-No.
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- nope... spent it wit my family... =)
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- hehe.. yeah... =
)96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
HE MAKES 
97. Who do you have texts from?
TEXTS USUALLY FROM MY SAYANG, PARENTS, MY BROTHERS, AND A FEW FRIENDS. 
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
DON'T WANT TO IMAGINE THAT. BYE.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
I'M NOT INTO ANY 'YOUNGER'.
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
FACEBOOK? MR RIGHT.


101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
KISSING WHAT? THE FIREWORKS? :P


random
Jenny~

fear.

finally, exams here...
and guess wat, wit all da panics of revising and of course wit da built-up stress due to all kind of factors, i dont reli can accept anymore external distractions..
external distractions here means fear..
thr had been cases whr stalker was seen in our hostel and freakingly, he's like tryin to open doors of certain rooms and this reli freak me out.. and bcoz of tat, visitin toilet in da middle of da nite is a super NO-NO unless u wanna get unlucky.. sigh... its always like this.. whenever thrs exam and when all of us are ready for home, somethin juz appear out of nowhere... sheesh...

Jenny~

sigh..

sometimes i wish i could shut myself in a room,

in a room whr i cnot see anyone else but myself and books,
at least,
i wont hav to doubt my own potentials,
i wont hav to worry my level of understanding,
i wont hav to bear ppl's perception on me,
i wont hav to see ppl studyin more than me and got scared,
i wont hav to worry whether what i read is enough to answer all da questions,
i wont hav to worry whether my answers are academic or not,
i wont hav to force myself to read more than i can intake,
i wont hav to be so much immersed in my worries on my marks,
i wont hav to compare myself wit others,
i wont hav to be so worried and anxious bout exams,

exams make me sick, emotional, random, moody, irritated and worst of all stress and anxious...

=hate myself=
Jenny~

back to reality.

after a week of holidays, its time to face da harsh reality = EXAM... exam is a word that evryone dread and hates to hear.. well, to look it at a positive side, its one of da ways to actually see where we stand in our studies and to prove that we can actually use and implement what we hav studied.. but when we look at da negative side, exam simply means a death sentence to us.. well, for me, examination cannot be avoided no matter how u c.. i mean exams don juz come in studies but throughout our life.. thrs so many trials and it depends on our own determination and will to overcome it..

for me, exam is frightenin and da thought of it juz makes me shiver.. but i guess its da will tat makes me stay hold on to my books and try to revise as much as i could and eventually do my best for da test.. dont reli wanna get emotional breakdwon again and this time, im gonna go thru it in a good mood and spirit, i hope.. nevertheless, i wanna wish evryone includin my piggy, all da best in exam.. may God bless all of us and help us to achieve what we aimed for.. hehe...

=luck=
Jenny~

smile.

finally, wat i wished for was realised.. my piggy is back! and i spent like so much time wit him and it was so much fun.. i juz miss those moments a lots and yeah, i was reli happy coz being able to see him again and spend lotsa time wit him.. and of course, this will sure boost up my confidence and my will to study for my reli near exam..

and i love my piggy more and more evryday.. *hearts*

=love u=
Jenny~

waiting

exams coming and yes, im waiting for it to get over with.. though am not fully prepared and havent even revise for other subjects, but i had this will tellin myself that i can do it this time and that by da time da test come, im already fully prepared.. and da only thing i can hope for is that may i dont get panic during exam and forget evrythin.. nevertheless, nervous still there especially on phonetics paper.. sigh.. well, i'll juz hav to study as much as possible and most importantly, using my luck to get over wit tat paper..

but b4 exam, im waitin for a good getaway with my piggy.. and for that, i super hope that evrythin will go well and at least let me hav a bit fun b4 gettin back to these hectic environment filled with books, notes, ppt slides and of course brains... =)

=piggy=

Jenny~

hols. =(

oct hols is here and like wat is expected, evryone had went back home to celebrate da hols wit their families and loved ones.. but hols doesnt reli means hols when exams is waitin after it.. but i think it would be of great fun and enjoyment for them to spend da hols at their original comfort zone, with their families and loved ones instead of gettin stuck here wit da condition whr water is difficult to predict its availability...

as for me, i took da decision of not goin back bcoz i reli wanna focus on my studies here.. i mean gettin too comfy wit my comfort zone tends to make me lazy so i took tis daring decision to stay here though money is a little bit uptight.. but i think i can wait till da long hols.. my piggy went for holidays and comin back soon to spend time wit me.. and i simply cant wait for tat.. i think im gonna miss him a lot.. huhu.. and i think im missing home too when evryone is goin back.. sigh. its ok, i juz hav to bear for a few days and then i will be able to hang out wit him again.. hope evrythin will go well for me and for others.. =)

=missing u already=

Jenny~

piggy,

i love my piggy more and more each day.. <3

sigh.

i cannot study without updating my blog... sigh... i guess period is coming and my mood is swinging up and down, left to right.. and of course tats da time for me to think like a lot, cried for no apparent reason and flared up for basically lil matters.. and of course, i gotta apologise for da stuffs that im gonna be doin coz u noe, i cant control my mood...

and one little thing bout me, im super unlucky when i plan.. coz my plans never work out da way it should.. which is why i rarely plan early or loves to plan last minute.. at least by then, i noe my plan would not be spoiled or disrupted by coincidence... sigh...

=sigh=
Jenny~

sheesh.

words kill people's enthusiasm.. and thanx to ur criticisms, someone's got humiliated and hurt by ur words...
so thank u.. =.=

=pathetic=
Jenny~

forget.

today was a good day.. i mean i left all my anger and frustration at da previous post so yeah, im back to me again... in a good mood except for da constant yawning and muscle aches.. but evrythin went well so far.. hehe.. so in conclusion, i forgive those who made me angry unintentionally and though ppl say its easy to forgive but difficult to forget, i think forgettin is da easiest part for me.. i mean i juz nid some good sleep and yeap, totally forget da bad memories.. hehe..

=forget=

Jenny~

today.

today was super exhausting... we had hockey competition and of course my class was involved in handling and organising it together with our juniors.. and honestly, it wasnt fun like last time organising volleyball competition.. well, i dont wanna complain but i think i hav my rights to talk bout several stuffs that i been through da whole noon...

1. da weather was so hot that it burns u everyone physically and mentally.. and da worst part is playing under da super hot sun for 6 minutes is like torture for me whose so not prepared at all.. and i noe that my team are like so inexperienced in playin hockey and that we still need time to actually learn from our weaknesses.. and for your information, we were juz asked to play to fulfill da participation.. so its not like we wanna play for fun and lose happily ok... so to those who kept talkin bout our bad skills and bla bla bla, shut ur damn f***ing mouth...

2. da weather is hot and of course it make ppl feel hot physically and mentally... but tats not a reason to mock ppl's race by saying like that.. i think im kind enough of not shouting at u on da spot.. i mean da weather and ur sickness is not da main reason for saying us like that.. and most important point here is we did slow down when u look at us wit tat face.. and when we actually shouted was bcoz ur classmate which is mine too nearly causes chaos.. and there u go, judgin us by tat incident.. try standin at our position and get ur race mocked at... sheesh..

so, to those who worked hard today, good job everyone.. at least all da hard work pays off today.. to those who talked bad behind and in front of us, thanx for da criticisms.. we will owes remember it and will improve it... and to those who didnt use their brain before talking, da brain is up there for u to use it... and finally, to da one who supported me though i played so bad, me love love u.. hehe.. <3

=exhausted=
Jenny~

sigh.

all i wanna do is go to ur room and take care of u..

Jenny~

move.

i moved on and im happy u moved on..
and this time, ur name and evrythin bout u will be erased completely..
thanx for da wonderful n dark past..
now im leaving those behind..
and moving on wit wat i have now,
which is so much and far more better than wat u gave me..

thanx for da coldness and loneliness u gave me in da past,
it taught me a lot,
thanx for tryin to find da key,
and lucky for me tat u din find it at all.

and now im happy wit da light tat found me,
da light tat makes me feel contented wit evry single moment,
da light tat makes me forget evry single piece of u,
and da light that constantly remind me that he will not leave me alone.

that's wat i need. someone who will not leave me all alone. someone who needs me like how i need him. someone that makes me feel secure. someone whose not ashamed of me. someone who treats me as a pillow to hug when he's happy or sad, instead of searching me when needed and throwin me away when not needed. and someone who loves me as much as i love him.

guess wat? i found him when i moved out from da past.

=i love my light=
Jenny~

princess.

i love browsing wedding dresses thru internet.. i mean wedding dresses make u feel like a princess when u wore it so i might as well as shared several tat caught my attention.. simple and yet elegant.. woots2x...

=i love weddings=

Jenny~

sorry.

well, after havin a wonderful sleep right after calling, now this is me.. feeling much more better than last nite and for sure, with no more anger inside, i juz feel much more lighter.. i guess at times i juz need to cry when i needed to like what is shown in da pics.. i admit im a crybaby.. i mean i cry at da slightest pain or even by watching movies where thrs all da touching scenes which are tear-jerking.. haha.. well, i juz cant control myself from crying ok.. its not a sign im weak or wat, but at times i feel so much more better after crying all out..

to my dear, sorry.. sorry for saying da word sorry again.. haha.. sorry for feeling so insecure with myself.. sorry for not being confident about my look and get intimidated when others are prettier than me.. sorry for making u see my weaker side.. and sorry for havin to listen to my crying(s)..

=i dont wana lose u=
Jenny~

jealousy?

ok, got da inspiration and TA--DAAAA, its about jealousy.. i mean all of us are jealous of something.. its either someone is much more prettier than u, hav a nicer legs than u, hav a slimmer figure than u, can sing better than u and i mean LOTSA.. and of course, if ur a human, u cant run away from jealousy.. and of course, i am jealous when it comes to certain matter.. and i think its been a long time since i got so jealous till i went into such a bad mood in which get cured on da spot.. haha..

ppl are jealous bcoz they cant get wat they want.. ppl jealous bcoz they noe they cant do anythin with themselves.. ppl are jealous bcoz they believe that they juz simply cant change da facts.. well, im jealous bcoz of my insecurities and lack of confidence on myself.. remember da ugly duckling? im da ugly duckling and u might see me boosting wit confidence but hey, im weak n fragile inside too... so why am i jealous today? well, leave it to me and myself to know it... but wat i noe is im juz not confident wit myself.. no matter wat, i juz feel like im da ugly duckling tat havent grown into da pretty swan.. even my mom told me that im pretty bcoz of my eyes and personality, my physical looks? "SO SO nia"...

well, i guess i still need time to boost my confidence on my beauty or physical looks.. and sorry if my jealousy and explosive anger juz scared u away.. haha.. tats particularly da real me and i think showing it to u is so much better than me keepin it and exploding da next day which will make me even sadder and down, down, down... anywayz, mood gettin better and time to hit da books...

=im jealous coz i don wanna lose u=
Jenny

today.

well, today is juz like any other normal days where we woke up early, go to class, and havin lectures depending on the availability of da lecturers and den go back, rest and yeah, have some time on its own.. well, BIG phase 2 has been completed by doin community service at SK. Bunga Raya where we carry huts, chop down trees, drawing mural and of course da best part for me is to hav LOTSA coconuts! haha.. there were like so many coconuts and i was like feasting on it.. haha.. next, UAK is comin and its on nxt monday.. kinda worried but got da confidence and enthusiasm to study so i guess its not a burden after all.. next, finals will be comin nxt mth and of course am not prepared.. well, im worried like a lot on da phonetics part.. i mean im reli bad in it and dependin on luck is not wat i hold these days..

well, preparations will be done soon, maybe after UAK.. hehe.. and then thrs upcomin class dinner like evry year and kinda confused on wat to wear tat night.. mayb simple but elegant? or mayb simple, casual and a lil sexy? depends la.. hehe.. and last but not least, plannings for events in my head is goin on and hopefully im able to accomplish it wit my current budget.. hmm, c how la.. anywayz, yeah, juz updates bout me currently.. doesnt hav any inspiration to write emo or sweet posts juz yet.. haha...

=updating=
Jenny

my heart.

my heart is perfect when u appeared.. =)

=love=
Jenny~

oct

september has come to an end and october has reached...
may october be a good mth for all of us,
may it strengthen us esp for us whoe gonna be takin exam soon,
may it bring happiness to those whose broken,
may it helps us to forgive and forget...

and of course,
may oct be another memorable mth to me and him..

=love=
Jenny~

broken.

fragile is da word..

once broken, considered broken,

when u thought u can mend it, u simply cant,

coz cracks are thr and no matter how u glue it,

thrs da visible lines of cracks right there...

such a perfect, beautiful sight,

should only be given to those who deserve it,

and someone who would take reli good care of it,

instead of breaking it and mending it again and again,

sometimes, when u break it,

thrs no turning back..

lucky tat chances are given to u each time u crack it,

and yet appreciate is somethin u nvr did,

and now u broke it,

leaving it shattered,

and worse, leaving to tat person to mend it herself,

do u feel da way she felt?

do u cry da way she cried?

but da most important question here is,

does urs break like hers too?

=ur simply a jerk=

Jenny~

september ends.

its da end of september d and october is like rushing in like da waves.. and of course when october comes, its all about preparations for test and exams.. and for sure, long long hols are waitin for me! excited for gols coz its time where gatherin wit family will be held, havin lotsa relaxations and peace at mind, and da best thing is no stress from studies.. hehe... but am kinda sad coz cant meet wit my buddies and da most important thing is i hav to stand not seeing him for a month and half... TOO LONG! (am gonna be missin him so so da so so muchie!)

anywayz, UAK is on 10th oct and den fully preparing for da finals.. well all i could hope is evrythin will go well for me and him esp on this finals.. and may our results achieved what we hoped for.. hehe.. and of course may da day pass slowly coz i still wanna be wit him before da hols.. hehe...

=i i love u=

Jenny~

there are times i dont understand myself..
i dont noe wat i want,
i don noe why i do certain stuffs,
and of course its like i dont recognise myself at times..

its like im afraid..
afraid of so many things...
afraid of upcomin exams n test,
afraid of being left alone,
afraid of being labeled as fussy,
afraid.

and i dont noe why am i this afraid..
and bcoz of this, i tend to do things tat i don noe y i did it..
i tend to make myself sad for no apparent reason..
i tend to think a lot..
and i tend to judge myself..

therefore,
this post is dedicated to those whom i accidentally hurt,
sorry, i didnt mean it..
didnt mean to get angry easily
didnt mean to cry easily..

=sigh, wats wrong wit me?=
Jenny~

smile.

Jenny~

sweet truth.

this is super true and yes, im experiencin it right now... i guess the reasons why He kept me single all this while is mayb because He believes that im not ready.. and now, i guess i am ready for commitments in bein a relationship and yeap, He reveals to me da one.. for those who are still single outside, juz wait and believe in God's plannings.. for those whose are in a relationship, appreciate him/her..

=best love story=
Jenny~

quiet.

thrs time when u feel like u hav to shut urself from da world and juz stay quiet for a while..
sometimes its best to keep quiet and enjoy some music,
at least it inspires u one way or another instead of interferin wit so many matters,
it juz make others feel sick and stressed out..

and mayb tats y i prefer to be quiet and wait for ppl's response instead of keep givin feedback (which flew across like wind).. and mayb tats y i chose to keep quiet today.. sometimes being quiet doesnt mean im angry or not in a mood.. its simply showin tat im tryin to ignore or care less a bit than usual.. and its tiring..

-all i need now is juz a place to be quiet and yet feel someone cares for me..-

Jenny~

piccas~~ =)

 -lyrics tat strike right into my heart-

-so, smile owes.. coz u wont noe whose gonna fall for ur smile at time when u smile- 

-beautiful memory- 

-true.. hehe..-

-posting pics wit quotes again today coz it seems like all these pictures juz reflect wat i tink and feel.. sometimes it feels reli good havin to find all these pics coz it juz deliver exactly wat u feel...-

=love=

Jenny~